kya hua mujhe

pure din apne kamre mein rehta hun
kyun aaj kal main khush nahin khud se
kahaan kho gaye mere saare shauk
kyun kuch bhi karne ka man bhi na kare
chahe bore ho hoke thak gaya main
kyun baat na karna chahun kisi dusre se
har cheez mein itni mehnat lagne lagi
kyun aasan bhi ab mujhe mushkil lage

kahaan gaya woh hasta hua main
jisse ghar pe sab chup rehne ko kehte the
chalo acha hai kuch bolta nahin ab unse
bechare har roz mujhe din bhar sehte the
ab ghanton main khali baitha rehta hun
khayal chodhne ka naam hi na lete
yaad nahin aakhri baar kab dhang se soya
yeh baatein mujhe do pal jeene nahin dete

Jaane kab in sawalon ka jawab milega
baar baar yeh khayal mujhe aate har raat
ya fir yeh sawal nahin, nayi asliyat hai
kehna asaan tha par chube yeh baat
magar koi na, seekh lunga aise jeena
is zindagi ne ek aur pathar hi toh mara hai
aise hi khatam kar raha hun yeh poem
zabardasti likhna nahin aur aakhri line ke liye kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai

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