By Shruti Roongta
Hello my old self !
It's been long time we talked , right?
How have you been?
Remember the last movie, you watched and cried your heart out,
when you got to know that it is not a happily ever after.
That day , when you couldn't say no to that person , thinking it might be impolite and it would hurt the other person you cared for.
Also when that person made comments on you and told you to stop thinking too much,you started judging your own body and cribbed about it, that maybe that's why things didn't work out before. Or maybe you ruined everything because you expressed too much.
And I told you, stop being so available. you need not to show emotions everytime. You need not to be vulnerable. You need not to care about every damn person in this world.
I am sorry. I am really sorry that I had been really harsh with you for a long time.
That I didn't see that bud inside you, bloomed each day , with each and every experiences you had and turned you into a beautiful flower you are now🌹
I am sorry that I couldn't understand this purest heart of yours, who is still learning to love herself , despite all the odds.
I am sorry that I didn't know that "too love is to be vulnerable".
Look at you now, amazing me everyday with your confident smile and flawless body. I am really proud of you. I really do. I am proud of you that you don't hesitate to speak what you have inside, that superficiality bores you and you prefer not to have small talks.
I really love you for the expressive being you are, regardless of how terrifying it feels to open up. The way your soul smittens seeing a child smiling, that soothing music which you prefer everytime you feel sad, happy , or excited . The stars, the darkness.
That's how you have been right?
A dreamy child and a nature lover !
I am sorry I undermined you before.
What an amazing , pure soul you are.
Smile. Take chances. Be spontaneous.
Let your eyes shine through that smile.
Because
Zindagi do pal ki , intezaar kab tak hum krenge bhala?❤
️- yours loving present self!.
By Shruti Roongta
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