By Sheen Khurdi
'In the name of the father
In the name of the son,
In the name of the holy spirit.'
His whispers came undone.
With a hand above his head,
The other over his own heart
He prayed to the lord
To fix the child a new start.
The frightened little boy,
Oblivious to this grace
Hung onto each word
Searching for mothers praise;
The lost naive boy,
The frightened young mind
In search of those blue eyes
And the warmth that lay behind
But there was none in sight,
No words to be heard or dealt,
No forlorn voices in echo
From that mother who had left.
With one last prayer,
A pleading from his side
The pastor led the way
Into the boy's new life..
And henceforth, there on,
With the seasons in advance
Upon the rustling winds
His new journey began.
From summer to autumn
From autumn to rain
The mystically pouring snow
The merciless winter remained
The forlorn little boy,
His empty betrayed soul
Grew in a world so wild
Molded from the cold.
With the maternal spirit inert
And the fatherly figure amiss,
He was left with obsolete peace
A soul astray in the abyss.
Those cold blue eyes,
The shade of his mothers.
The dark flimsy curls,
Inheritance from his father
Tortured him all day
And through sleepless nights
Leaving a live corpse
A tormented ghost to fight,
He still remembered the lullaby
The sweet enrapturing voice,
The one that brought sleep
To all his childhood nights,
But that beautiful symphony
Had come to haunt him now
Those kind, comforting words
Racing to push him down,
Reminding him of that night
When blood was shed,
Reminding him of the night
Of his mother's death.
He dreams of her form
Standing behind unwilling doors
Watching her failing spirit
Fighting death on the floor.
He dreams of that sinful knife
Thrust deep in her chest
And the missing spawn of Satan
Leaving everything in unrest
He dreams of watching the pool
Bloody around his tiny feet,
The blood of his fading mother
Flowing tenaciously in defeat..
Oh! It tortured him everyday
It killed him inside,
The image of his mother,
Lying motionless in fright.
He had lost all faith,
Had never been one to gain
And all that remains of him
Is the endless pangs of pain,
The severely, severed tales
The unforgettable days
And mysterious memories
In bloody broken frames..
By Sheen Khurdi
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