By Kaustubh Kinekar
Dost, kese maanu isse dost, har ghadi chubhta he,
Najaane kyu, zindadgi bhar dukhta he!
Alpha, Beta, Gamma ke principles to samjhaa diye,
Lekin inka istamaal zindagi me kese karu ye na samjhaaya!!
Marks na lane par, Papa ne maara zarur…
Lekar aane par vo cycle na dilaayi lekin…
Maths ke problem solve karte karte kho gya bachpan mera,
Pythagoras theorem ke chakkar me, bhul gya astitva mera!
Zindagi me paas hona he, ache number lane he zindagi khush ho jayegi, ye sabne kaha
Lekin fail hone par, khud ko sambhaal na kisi ne na sikhaaya! Parayo se shikayat kam he mujhe zindagi me,
Apno ne mujhe khaas na samjha, dukh to iska he!
Zindagibhar apne gher walo se, wafadaari hi to ki thi mene… Paida hote waqt mujhe ijaazat jo nahi li thi aapne!
Pta hota to paida hi na hota,
Padhaai ka itna bojh samjhaa hota, to bada hi na hota!
Jalta hu aaj un bachcho se jo kabhi paida hi na ho paaye,
Zindagi me mere apne hi mere bachpan ke dushman ban jayenge, socha na tha!
Baat ye nahi ke kisi ne toka kyu padhaai me…
Baat ye he, kisi ne samjha nahi, zarurat kya he padhaai ki!
Mann maar ke to me zeher bhi khaa lu, lekin zindagi itni aasan kaha! Padhaai ko kabhi kosta nahi tha me, dikkat to padhaane wale ki thi… Majboor to ese bhi na tha me, kamzoriyaa to gherwalo ki thi… Karna to bahot kuch tha mujhe yu bhi…
Bas vo kuch marks ne meri khushiya chhiin li!
Gher walo ko ye hi samjhaana tha ke padhne ko dil karta tha, Lekin kyu padhu, ye khayaal bhi mann me aata tha!
Marks ke liye, jawaab dimaag me aaya, lekin…
Kisi ke aansu marks se kese pochu ye sawaal ne firr rok diya!
Haa kamzor hi sahi padhaai me, mujhe manzoor he…
Kisi or ki khushiyo ko bina soche chhin ne walo mese to nahi hu me! Mera rona aaj bhi padhaai ko lekar nahi… Naah!!
Padhaane wale par he, jisne mujhe tareeka galat sikhaaya.
Kaun kehta he ke Newton, Einstein or Mr. Pythagoras ne zindagi chhin li… Zindagi jeene ka gyaan to vo bhi de gye the!
Jo jitna upper jaata utni hi zor se girta he, ye Newton ki gravity ne hi kaha he! Tumhari unchaiyo ko taakat, tumhaari manzil ko paane ka ek hi tareeka he… Tumhari manzil ke safar or tumhaara maksad dono ko jod lo!
Zindagi ko berang inhone nahi kiya…
Ye to mere kuch pyaare Teachers ka or mere competition me andhe gherwalo ka mere liye taufa he…
Ke bachpan ko bhool jao, aanewali zindagi aasan ho jayegi! Inhe kaun samjhaaye, jo maza aaj me he, vo kabhi kal nahi laa payega!
Zindagi bhar me rota raha, har raat me ek aas me sota raha… Ke kal sab thik hoga, nayi subah koi naya din, koi khushi de jayega… Meri juthi aas hi sahi, zinda reh paata tha me!
Kosta tha khud ko, kyu itna bura hu me, kaha galat hu me… Gherwalo ne ek chiz suni, khud ko kuch keh raha hu me…
Tut ta tha dil, jab gherwalo ke liye, mujhse zyaada grades pyaare the! 9 mahina mujhe paala, is dard ko Maa aap to yaad karo…
Papa ki maar se me aaj bhi darta tha,
Lekin bête ke dard se unhe kabhi darr nahi laga…
Chahte vo mujhse bhi zyaada honge mere liye, lekin…
Jeene ki vaje khatam hone ka ek reason vo bhi aaj ban gye…
Mere paida hote hi aapne, kundli meri nikaal li hogi…
Jaan liya hoga, aane wale kal kesa hoga mera!
Kaun kahe inhe, mein mere aaj ko zinda rakh raha hu, mere liye ye hi kaafi he!
Aap hi ki di hui zindagi ko jiye jaa raha hu, aapse pyaar karta hu isiliye zinda hu…
Varna khud ki kader karna to mene, barso pehle hi chhod diya tha!
Aap kehte ho kisi laayak nahi mera beta, Papa ek baar bharosa kar ke to dekho…
Padhaai ke alaava bhi zindagi he, nazer uthaa ke to dekho… Ro raha hu me akele me apne, jinhe apna maana vahi tode jaa rahe he… Shikayat karu to bhi kisse, unhe samjhaane wala koi nahi… Mujhe khud se bachaane wala koi nahi!
Anyways! Haa me zinda hu, padhai ko apna sab kuch maan kar je raha hu! Mere aane wali khushiyo ke liye, mere aaj ki hasi ko kho raha hu… Mere do pal ke pyaar ko, mere sunhere bhavishya ke liye chhod raha hu… Haa me zinda hu, bas jiye jaa raha hu!
By Kaustubh Kinekar
Dil ko chu liya bhaiyaji🙏🙏😌😌